Lord you have my heart
And I will search for yours
Jesus take my life and lead me on.
Lord you have my heart
And I will search for yours
Let me be to you a sacrifice.
And I will praise you Lord
(I will praise you Lord)
And I will sing of love come down
(I will sing of love come down)
And as you show your face
{Show your face)
We'll see your glory here.
--Delirious
I remember back in grade 7 when I decided to say that prayer and follow Jesus I was excited. I was scared, but excited.
After a while I think it just became a routine. I would look and see others excited, but I just didn't have the passion anymore.
As one gets older more questions appear. It isn't just ok here this is what is it, believe. As time goes by Why? becomes a more popular question.
For quite a few years I was hiding behind all my questions, afraid to ask, maybe more afraid of the answers I'm not sure. But today it has become evident to me for the spark to be kept alive it's not about others, it's about me and God. Thats it. It's not about who gives a good sermon, which songs we sing, what fun activity is happening at fellowship. It's about God and me. It's always been about God and me. The reason I've felt so indifferent the past few years and maybe to the point where I question my very own faith in God is because I put too much reliance on other things and other people.
The Christian faith is what it is, it's a relationship between God and me.
Me and God.
That's all there is to it.
And seeking His heart whole heartedly is my passion. It's not my duty or my routine, it's my passion.
Lord you have my heart
And I will search for yours
Jesus take my life and lead me on.
Lord you have my heart
And I will search for yours
Let me be to you a sacrifice.